> Shrouded in darkness;

Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.

Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy playing games,

And I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?

If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?

PROFILEY

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MUSICY
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DESIRESY
+ DO WELL FOR ALL EXAMINATIONS.
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FANLISTINGS;

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CREDITS;

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Picture 1
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Lyrics of the song "Notice Me" by Zetta Bytes

~~Tuesday, January 26, 2010~~

8:06 PM

"When you open your eyes, you will understand the horror of life.."

BUSY BUSY BUSY.

Busy as a bee ~

Bzzz.Bzzz.

JaNe.

Will you ever notice me...

~~Tuesday, January 19, 2010~~

5:11 AM

"I can't say how I feel.."

Sorry.
Looking through the facebook status and realising something.
Ex-classmates and friends.

Those days in Secondary school must have been some of the best years in your life.
Well, I'M SORRY.
I can't share those thoughts.

Well, it's not as if anyone would bother to care about what I think though.
I just want to voice myself.
You don't really need to give a shit about this.

Anyway.
I will NEVER say I enjoyed secondary school.
Even if I enjoyed 2 out of 5 years,
3 years of hell just brushes those years away.

You know why?
Everything I gained in those 2 years..
I LOST IT ALL.

EVEN IF YOU THINK I DIDN'T,
THINK BACK TO THEN...
AND THINK ABOUT NOW.

I know I did.
I lost everything I had back then.
I did gain valuable things after then, but nothing can change the fact that I lost everything before then.
One big difference from then & now:
I WAS REPLACED.

Truthfully, I understand why (new friends/3 years is a long time) but sadly, I'll never get over it.
Therefore, I'm sorry but I'll never really be able to be myself again.

I sincerely apologise.

PS: However, I'm thankful to the people who made those 3 years of hell worthwhile enough.
Sofia, Amanda & Zara. Thank you <3

JaNe.

I envy you, Sawako. Your high school life changed for the best.
Mine did the exact opposite~
.
.
.
.
.
I want to go back to primary 5 & 6.
Those days are the only happy memories I have left without any regrets <3

Will you ever notice me...

~~Wednesday, January 13, 2010~~

12:15 AM

"If only this world would stop turning.."

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEUNG GI OPPA!
SARANGHAEYO <3

Anyway.

I want more FREE TIME.

I want a BREAK.

I want MY LIFE BACK.

JaNe.

Will you ever notice me...

~~Thursday, January 07, 2010~~

8:04 PM

Just why?
Why do I have to remember those days?
Why do I have to miss the old days?

I've always loved my Sec1&2 class.
It was the best class in my whole life <3
However, the days I had in lower sec..
They taunt me.

My life was a disaster after 2005.
Everything was hell.
I've cried way too many times in the past 4 years.

Not being able to do what I wanted.
Not being able to be with my closest friends back then.
Right now, they may be by my side but...
I can't go back to those days we had in lower sec, I miss them so much.
I wasn't able to spend secondary school days with the people I wanted to.
I'll never forgive myself for that.

Not working hard enough during streaming in Sec 2.
I guess I deserved it..
I threw myself to books after lower sec, to make up for the regret I had.
Not being able to share fun times with my friends for 3 years.
Those memories and times from my past still haunt me.
It hurt so much back then.

Sec 3 was an emotional rollercoaster.
I was an emotional wreck.
Being thrown into a den with unknown faces..
Faces I've grown to dislike through the past years.

There's no way anyone could understand.
There no way you could understand how much pain I've gone through.
I may have never shown it to your face,
BUT I'VE BEEN HURTING LIKE HELL DURING THOSE 3 YEARS IN THAT PLACE.

It was my limit.
I guess depression stemmed from the very day I begin 3rd year.
All the treatment I received in that place, it was 'unforgettable'.
Gosh, how pathetic could I be?
I'm a pathetic fool who dwells too much on the past.

Thankfully, I'm glad to be in TP now.
Through DPA, I found myself again.
I found a place I belonged once again.
I found friends who loved me as well.
Thank you for those short two months.
I treasure every single memory from then.

Right now, poly life is tough.
It's tough but I'm not alone in the environment.
I have awesome friends in my class.
Without them, I wouldn't be able to survive poly life.
Haha, dramatic much?

Also.
I have my friends who have stood by me throughout all these years.
Thank you to my besties and my closest buddies.
I really love all of you so much.
Without all of you, I would have never made it this far.

Gosh.
I think I'm crying right now?
Heck, I just needed to rant like hell.

I think I have a lot more to say.
A lot more to rant about.
Someone to rant to, I want.
Someone who can understand me.

Sigh.
Take care world.

JaNe.

Will you ever notice me...

~~Wednesday, January 06, 2010~~

7:10 PM

" A moment is my only chance for a miracle... "

Wow.
I realised something.
I haven't been keeping in touch with loads of people since the term break.
Gosh, I'm sorry people ):

I've been a busy bee.
Problems here and there.
Projects everywhere.
SIGH.

I HAVE A GOOD IDEA TO BEGIN THE YEAR.
Studying has to become my hobby till mid-february!
That way, I'll be confident in doing well for all subjects this Semester.

I need study sessions soon with besties ):
I need to TALK about stuff.
I need to catch up with stuff as well.
MOST IMPORTANTLY.
I need to get out of the house.
For more reasons than one (-_-)
It's a danger zone right now!
Some of you might know why ):

Well then.
TILL THE NEXT UPDATE.

JaNe!

" I don't know if it's love but it's making me feel like a really mean girl ; "

Will you ever notice me...

~~Saturday, January 02, 2010~~

1:04 PM

"If only this world would stop spinning.."

I feel like shit.
Literally.

I feel like I have NO LIFE.
I can't seem to even enjoy my time at home.
I'm become too lazy to leave the house on weekends.
How sucky can this get?

School from morning to evening almost everyday.
What an "awesome" life, huh.
Even when you reach home, you need to do WORK.
UGH.

I don't understand why I still go online.
I can't bring myself to talk to people even if I want to.
Why, you may ask?
It's because I'm too tired & seriously, wishing people would talk to me instead.
Cause I can't seem to break free from the stress by myself ):
SIGH.

I want this year to be a good year.
I want to enjoy this year with my besties & close friends.
I want to meet up with all of them soon ):

BESTIES.
We should have study sessions!
We can meet up more often that way ^^

Judging from schedules though,
it's so freaking hard to get free time.
Sigh, what a life.
What a life.

Oh yes, PS.
I've used all my birthday presents from last year already.
Yes, I even used the Playdough my besties gave me.
I HAVE PROOF OKAY GUYS.

SEE!
CUTE RIGHT?
I made a cake as well.
My mum said I was being childish!
I used it to distress myself though =X

Well then.
Take care everyone!

JaNe.

Will you ever notice me...

~~Wednesday, December 30, 2009~~

9:56 PM

"Dawn of the Golden Witch~"

OMG.
EPISODE 6 IS OUT.
HAHAHA.
MAJOR SPAZZING NOW.
CAPS TAKEN FROM POSTS ON LJ.

UMINEKO OWNS ME.
OMG.
BATTLER IS HOT IN THAT CAPE.
GOSH DAMN IT, I WANT TO PLAY TOO.

WHY CAN'T I SPEAK & UNDERSTAND JAPANESE?
ARGH, SO ANNOYING!
IF ONLY THE WORLD SPOKE A SINGLE LANGUAGE!

OH BY THE WAY.
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ERIKA?
FANTASIZING ABOUT BATTLER MARRYING HER?
DREAM ON WOMAN.
HE BELONGS TO BEATO.
BUT I TOTALLY UNDERSTAND WHY YOU WOULD FALL FOR THAT BOY CAUSE IT'S TOTALLY OBVIOUS I WOULD TOO <3

Alright.
I should stop spazzing..
ONLINE (:

AWWWWW <3
I'm glad I met Umineko as well, Beato 8D

JaNe.

Will you ever notice me...